Thank you !!!
Well I disagree because a depressed person is very 'good' at hiding their true feelings. It's what Kai did. His laughter and happy tweets was just a disguise and it helped him deal with his sitiation and to 'fool' everyone else.
Well you touched the true spot !!!
Kai was someone with up and down character and very very difficult to understand but I was one of the only person who tried always make him feel good. We have had some arguments sometimes ( even a public fight on social media's in 2018 ) , but at the end always the huge friendship was on the top.
I'm speechless to see someone who did an interview recently and presented as his top friend in Xbiz was not at all in good frienship with him and even Kai promised him to kick his ass next time he will meet him !!!
It's amazing how many assholes surround us and how when you die so many of them pretend they were your friend just to make a show for themselves !!!
I think I don't need play any games, Kai was in restaurant with me the afternoon before his death with Serena Santos, and his girlfriend Blue Angel could tell you, he called her because he was crying of happiness after I told him some funny crazy jokes and he was happy to tell Blue those stories !!! It's the last time I saw him, and the day after just few minutes before he quits this world he send me a voice message that I will keep forever and his last words at the end was :
" I LOVE YOU PIERRE " Bye Bye ...
Honestly when I listen him the tears goes to my eyes and it makes me sad I did not see his call because maybe I will have been able to stop him.
It's important too me that he told me this. I think everyone watching my videos can understand we were a family for him.
Last week I was yieling on him and Deloin because they have this stupid game to slap each others during the DP and laugh like two kids while doing this !!!
I will keep this image of him in my mind ...
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