im thinkin too much, reading too much and definitely watching too much porn (the headshaved buddy in 'californication' said it alright: 'some may call it a soft addiction')
about the following: i dont think im the owner of the truth, its just my thoughts and i dont wanna start fight with you
about azure:
hopefully she didnt loose her anal virginity, while already havin a dick in her pussy...
about PLEASE TELL THE TRUTH...
i found this forum a month or two ago and think many threads are interesting or funny or even dramatic:
rebecca thread: long thread, when she starts writing, it gets very interesting about her casting:
asked why said shes 1,70m although shes 1,64m she wrote youve instructed her, same about why she said in another scene shes from russia (shes from slovacia). i think, this is a completely from start to end fake interview, the way she smiles when she gives her answers, the 'oh my god, what you are you doing here with me?!' with her beautiful accent while shes getting naked, for me its so bad acting its getting worth watching. if im remembering right she also said from another scene , it would have been the first one for you. the casting sex scene is quite the opposite: the only scene she shot i believe her having fun, real fun with real orgasms and forgetting the camera (which doesnt mean i believe she was feeling bad during the other scenes, it was just simply work, recently i saw her in arsenic, one of the worst movies ive seen, with you giving every ten seconds new orders to the actors; thanks to the porngod in hell, these times of 100% fake porn movies are over)
nikki hidden: saw her picture, looked for the date of her casting and thought 'nikki, i bet, you are already unhidden', didnt even watch the trailer, only read the thread, the first four pages 'omg, who is she?' and then boom... a real drama. hopefully her family wasnt destroyed.
alexis crystal: about 8 month later after the casting with you, she had another interview for your casting competitors from czechia, the stories about school and boyfriend are completely different and i think the truth. btw her experiences and thoughts about the pornindustry are worth watching this clip. i dont think, youve instructed her, i think she just didnt feel comfortable enough to tell the truth.
so, now my wishes and suggestions:
id wish the interview part of your casting would be as good as the ones from the mentioned competitors. ive seen a few and i never thought: now the fairy tales begins. i believe you think sometimes its necessary to spice up some of the stories, i dont think so, it spreads doubts over even the true stories like the one of freshblonde, a really outstanding interview, i watched 4 or 5 times, before i believed it all. doesnt matter to me if they broke up school or are working as an escort, for me it matters if they have or havent 'it'. alexis, for example has it since i saw this later interview, i looked into some of her (maybe 100?) scenes and they were all the same, like most of all porn: work. no real passion at all.
but then, lucky me, came you, no you were already there, hiding this scene like wine in the cellar, getting better and better over months of her career with all these ordinary scenes.like the initiatian scenes with rebecca or elisabeth, these are the scenes im searchin for, steady cam (she forgets) the women completely in fuck heaven, real moanings, real orgasms, real feelings like they could have in private life. id wish the other scenes you shot with her could be as good as this one, the gangbang for example, id wish you would try to make yourself as cameraman as invisible as possible, id wish you would try to make her forget the camera (perhaps a second one to get enough good pictures) as much as in your initiation scenes. id wish you would instruct your guys to be as much as possible as you are, when you are alone with the girls, no hopping from one position to another every minute, no 'orgasm, rebecca, louder, rebecca, now look to the camera'. i believe its possible to send an orgasmic girl like alexis into fuck heaven again even in a gangbang scene.
feelings, real good feelings of the women are the future of porn, i can feel it my dick, when i see and hear feeling them
i know im just a little catholic talkin to the pope, please dont feel offended, im just caring about my church...