"It seems the key to success is motivation. So that's perfect because thanks to all of you who have supported me for 17 years here, I am extremely motivated."
Disappointing. Wish she would have at least stayed in touch with you.
But somehow I always got the impression from her that she was not happy in the porn life and wished that she was doing something else. Maybe just my imagination
But damn I still think she is the most beautiful ever and I will forever be a fan
Disappointing. Wish she would have at least stayed in touch with you.
But somehow I always got the impression from her that she was not happy in the porn life and wished that she was doing something else. Maybe just my imagination
But damn I still think she is the most beautiful ever and I will forever be a fan
Carl, you are correct. I knew her when Private first contacted her. Not sure if was before or after PW contacted her. She was excited but I knew she was not the nympho crazy type for porn films. She wanted to do modeling, really Playboy. And I think she got into the films out of curiosity and the money. All I know is when she went to films, our relationship broke off. Trust me, I was the most disappointed. She was a nice lady, and smart also.
Never meaning to offend, just an opinion subject to change...
Louis1975 wrote:Every time I see her Playboy pics, I remember when I bought her that yellow bikini. Talk about coming sooooo close to it!
You are very lucky to have known her that well. I only knew her from the times I met her at conventions. But at those times I did get to talk with her quite a bit. And that was when I made my conclusion she was not real happy doing porn. Seemed to me that she was much happier doing photo shoots. I could be wrong but that was my impression. She was always very nice to me and seemed like she was happy to see me, at least her smile made me feel so.
As I have stated many, many times IMO she is the most beautiful woman I have ever seen.
First time I saw her was at the Venus show in Berlin in October 2006. I was there with a few friends. We would be walking around and I would say "I am going back to see that blonde (Caylian)" They would laugh and say ok see you in a couple hours. From the very first time I saw Caylian I was hooked and wanted to see her more and more . Then I got to see her again at the AVN convention in Las Vegas in Jan 2007 and Jan 2008.
Just wondering if she was as nice and sweet as I found her to be. Almost 13 years and I am still enchanted by her