Honestly I don't care who do what on others video, so please change subject here !!!
About my last time winning an award, it's only because I HAVE DECIDED IN 2008 NEVER GO AGAIN TO AVN or XBIZ.
Awards ceremony are made via sponsor, mostly VMG and Evil Angel/Gamma. So THEY DECIDE who win what !!!
I am friend with Alec the owner of Xbiz, they wanted me to be there at the first one but I went to restaurant with him in Berlin and told I will ever participate anymore to those kind of fake ceremony.
Juliana decide which girl she likes the most to be the best actress or best starlette etc ...
If tomorrow I decide give more money than Tushy to organisation I'll be the best of the best, like in the past when Private or Hustler was showing the money ...
Awards have never been honest and seeing Porno Dan get best european male performer tells all !!!
Of course he is also a top friend of Alec and the correspondant of Xbiz in Europe.
We are all running after recognition from the world, it's normal when you do a job as porn and think it's entertainment, but in 1998 I have had my first fight with organisation of HOT D'OR after I won again all best prices, I did an interview and said the most important is what the fans think and the fact they buy the videos, not the pieces of metal I can put on my cheminée !!!
After that I never got anyone from them !!!
All this is ridiculous, I am NO WHERE in their nominations, and ??? does it change my life ???
How many people get an award ( or more ) and are ranked so far behind me on the net ... even Rocco Siffredi who need a truck to carry all his awards ( thanks Evil Angel ) is ranked 100 000 on the net when I am 30 000 !!!
So I prefer be where I am, be as I am than give the opportunity to all these crooks to think they have any power on me ...
And if some dumb blond think an award in porn mean something, she can come to my cave and take it because all my awards are there since 12 years and I haven't found time to put any of them in my new office !!!
In fact I am just happy about the great moment it was when I was on stage from 1993 in Vegas ( my first one ) till 2010 or 11 ( oops I don't even remember the last ahaahhaah ) but yes the Lido in Paris in 1997 has been the most magic but once you know all was managed in background with a check, then you lost your illusion and understand you don't need it !!!
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