PIERRE WOODMAN wrote:Go on middle time square middle of the day, down your pants and shake your dick looking the cops in the eyes !
if you can have an erection, you're ready for porn ...

PW

niceman111 wrote:pierre, as someone who has been unsuccessful with women for so long, i have finally lost my sex drive and desire. it really demonstrates the theory of "use it or lose" only two years ago, i could have orgasmed at least 3 times just by watching one of your casting dvds but after not getting any despite my greatest efforts for the last ten years , i have actually lost my interest in women. (mostly but not completely) not only that but i have suffered my physical symptoms as well, stomach aches, headaches depression, and hair loss.

niceman111 wrote:i'm not on antidepressants right now and haven't been for at least a year. I couldn't bring myself to pay for sex for a couple of reasons. one is that i had waited so long and built the idea of having sex up in my mind that I didn't want to "cheapen" it by paying for it with a girl who had probably already had sex with 5 guys before me day I also think that sex with a paid professional is a poor substitute because it lacks the intimacy (even with the so called gfe experience) that a "real partner provides" safety was also an issue, as I was also frightened at getting skin to skin diseases such as herpes and warts which condoms don't provide complete protection from.
I really was holding out for a real relationship with someone who I would feel confident enough to have non clinical sex with without fear of disease. I'm actually 33 years old now and have never had unprotected sex and can honestly say that I don't even know how a woman feels. i feel that I was born in the wrong place. the only girl who I've ever had sex with was in the year 2000 with a foreign (attractive Japanese girl) i should have left new york and moved either out of state or even to another country. In fact the only women who i have had even moderate success with have been foreign. new york is the most competitive place in the world, and romance and sex is no exception.

niceman111 wrote:the thing that makes me feel worse is that i have a ten inches and huge width and the few women who have seen it have told me i have the most beautiful penis in the world and up until three or so months ago, unlimited sexual energey. so i feel like it's such a waste of my talent that i never got any.

niceman111 wrote:i would do it in a heartbeat but don't know how to get started.

niceman111 wrote:As far as my physical health goes, I recently got a checkup and full blood workup and I am supposedly healthy. I have bought the omega 3's as well as green tea. I'm pretty sure the problem is a combination of physical, psychological, and neurological. I think my depression and anxiety did real organic damage to my brain and nervous system. damage which seems to evade conventional diagnostic techniques. I am also experiencing a shooting type penile pain when masterbating, which further makes me suspect neurological issues.

Danish Tickler wrote:

niceman111 wrote:i would do it in a heartbeat but don't know how to get started.

First built your confidence and get rid of what destroys your drive.

I would also love to just one time in my life try to at least direct an XXX scene - would make an awesome memory to have when I am in a nursery home as an old man, sitting in a chair with a smug grin on my face.

and if I could try for just one day to have Pierres job - that would be awesome..... for now - I want - as start - to go on this "Porn Week" so see how it is on a porn set...