Viola, I hope you are still coming by the forum.
This is where you need to empower yourself and not let others force you out of a career that will bring you great fortune and a secure future. If you are only stopping for others you have to sit down and decide what is best for YOU!
Even if you didn't do porn, there would be haters and jealous people. It's not always easy being the pretty girl on the block. People try to find flaws to bring you down, but when you are beautiful and you have inner strength, then you have more than they will ever have.
I know Latvia is home and all, but maybe a change of scenery is necessary for now. I am sure you are going to be too recognizable in such a small country and town. So if you look at life as an adventure and continue with your career and not let others take the spoon that feeds you. Then you are the one empowered. When you let others dictate your decisions you no longer have power and you lose your sense of self. As Pierre stated, a visit to the U.S. would allow you to be away from the stress of being at home and you would have so much work you wouldn't know what offer to choose next!
You have pictures and videos out there already and that will never change. So whether you have 6 or 60 videos
it wouldn't make a difference. People who hate will always look back on those few, so that's why stopping is something you should think about. I'm sure there's been great emotion and making a decision on emotion is not always best. Take this time to think about what you want from your future and what the choices will be.
If you could you should talk to girls who have been in the industry a long time and how well off they are and if they are happy with their decision. Many girls have gone on to be directors, writers, talk show hosts, etc. Look at girls like Anita Dark, still around and having what appears to be a very happy life, even adopted a baby she adores. Look at U.S. and Lisa Ann who's been in industry for 15-20 years and I'm sure has quite a nest egg as well as doing other work on her own. Yes, there are many sad stories of girls who did porn, but isn't that more because of who they are as a person, not the job? Pierre said about some girls how some have great life after porn and others not so much, but basically because of the girl herself.
I think we all are here to support you in your choices and want you to have the best life. You're a genuinely sweet girl and just want you to be happy again. We miss your smile!
