PIERRE WOODMAN wrote:Well, I met Lily, did her casting and first enjoyed her very much but at the end just get a huuuuge disappointment because she is not the girl I thought ...

PW

Just the interview or did you fuck her also?

And when you say "disappointment", I bet it's either she said no to anal or she asked for more money that she wanted and you refused (which is normal:she's an actress, she wanna get paid).

Nothing to do with money !!! She has got hundred of proposals for big amount and has refused everyone since few years, it was the last thing making problem in the story.
I am disappointed because I thought she was a pur angel, not another "porn b... like so many are in L-A.
After the interview I was under her incredible charm, thinking she was a great normal girl, full of kindness with a big heart. I brought her to diner with Manuel Ferrara and Mark Spiegler, it was cool. I even did the road till her place that she did not spend money for cab, plus I paid her the trip from her place to mine.
She was supposed to come back next day and make a try for anal. I can understand a girl change her mind and say NO ! It's acceptable of course but she just simply not reply any message and did not tell anything. It's via her agent only that I have understood that there was no way to see her again. It's a sad feeling when you think someone is more normal than the others.
Many girls refuse to do more with me, many girls have their personals reasons but most of the girls have the kindness to answer my text messages, especialy considering how my wife and me have been gentle with Lily ...
Tobasmina je te remercie pour ton message très sympa. Je n'exagère pas quand je dis 1000 membres. Aujourdhui les gens se désabonnent à la vitesse de l'éclair dés qu'un truc ne leur convient pas et mon travail en production intensive ne peut pas me permettre de satisfaire ceux qui ne veulent que de la quantité et ne comprennent pas ma façon de travailler ...

PW

Why am I not surprised....

BTW, did you fuck her anyway or not?
You said she was supposed to see you the next day to try anal, but did you only do interview the 1st day or did you fuck her too?

If yes, something you can show?

Sometime I have the feeling I speak Chinese ...
I think my message was clear and anyway even if I have had sex with her and for X,Y,Z reasons she did not want me to tell it, do you think I will even if she disappointed me next day ? Of course not !!!
But it doesn't mean I did something with her ...
This is also where many times my competitors and jealous various other type of people are stupid when they said I need to paid to fuck girls. If it was like that I will just need to book for simple vaginal sex all girl I like and fuck everyone !!!
But as you can see it's not working that way with me ...

PW

Well no, it wasn't clear at first.
Now it is.

Anyway, I ain't surprised, she doesn't seem to be anal friendly for now.
Such a waste though.

Yes, Like too many girls on earth she has got once a bad experience and never wanted tried again. I spoked with her long time and all was cool, we went diner etc
But the brutal clap of end without any explaination after such level of kindness from her side is an equation I can't resolve at the moment due to her silence.
But in any case it's the opposite of what I expected from her ...

PW

Too bad she changed her mind

Mr. Woodman-

Just wanted to say I’m a big fan of yours and Lily Rader. I always felt that you would both have great chemistry together. You both seem to be generous, kind, big hearted people that have a mischievous, animalistic sexual side that would complement each other and make for an outstanding scene. The fact that events unfolded the way they did perplexed me so much I needed to express my thoughts. I think what basically happened is you have a girl that’s still scared of making a try for anal and is still intimidated by your on screen persona. This is a shame because if she is at all interested in exploring this side of her sexuality, it is imperative to have a positive experience. And who better to have a good anal sex experience with than the man with the expert technique. So the fact that she cut off communication with you without explanation (or ghosted you), is really a view into her internal conflict. You both obviously got along (you had a good interview, she hung out with both you and your wife, you all went to dinner together, etc). She must have gotten cold feet the next day and instead of calling you and having the hard conversation explaining that she was still scared, she just avoided the conflict by pushing it off on her agent. This is unfortunate behavior, but in many ways I think she is still that young girl from Akron, Ohio. Sometimes when we get scared we act poorly. If you ever communicate with her again, I would point out that you are the same big hearted man she spent a pleasant afternoon and evening with, and that your only goal is to create a positive experience for the both of you. That if she is still worried about trying anal sex that she should talk with her friends and co-performers that have had scenes with you that she knows. From her twitter account it seems she knows Molly Mae and Elsa Jean (aka: Elsa Dream) pretty well. She’s preformed fairly recently with Adria Rae and Casey Calvert (so she should know them at least in passing). And she may even know Kylie Quinn (they were both from the same agency). These are all actresses from her generational class of performers that should be able to attest to your technique. So you never know, it took Kiara Lord a long time to come back and perform with you. It could still happen. Anyway, thanks for letting me voice my opinion. As always, big fan, love your stuff and wish you the best.

I.Am.Spartacus

Well my problem is to know what is the true story behind all this !!!
A simple answer to a text message is not something difficult, it's just a simple question of respect. I can watch myself every morning in the mirror and see myself as a simple man who is honest with people. Many girls in this industry are acting like snake with me, thinking I am an old idiot ready to lick their feet anytime but Lily Rader was so cute and seemed so different than others that I really trust she was pure like crystal water.
It's why it has been a big disappointment to see how she behaved with me at the end.
Hard to understand ...
PW

You can bring Lily raider or August Ames or Abigail mac with Lana Rhodes in Europe trip ?