Why be scared ? You ll become a "sex ferrari" after this experience, sure it wil make people HAPPY A LOT, in your personnal life, you ll learn news thing about pleasure, and it will be useful for you to use it in your personal life, sex with Pierre is just learning technique and become a true sex pro, so mixing love or other things it's just an handicap.
First timer here but I'm sure you did your best. I learned last year from same too good to be true story with Victoria not to get too excited as nowadays these girls change their mind so quickly for whatever reason. Sorry for you they tell you so late when you are about to meet, but you are still the best place to start for any girl and as long as this is the case one day girl will come who is strong in her mind!